Do a little Daye(may)-dreaming

… when you start questioning your inspirations and ideas to make sure they’re as practical as they’re creative (about your stress level).

… when you’ve been sick for a week but you’re still going for the full race everyday (about your health).

… when people start looking up to you as more than a small fry (about your career).

… when he sits you down for a talk of your future together, and you both agree on mutual savings, mutual investments and mutual financial planning (about your love life).

… when you’ve gotta make a decision on commitment (about your lifetime).

I know busy-ness is not an excuse not to blog… but really really, all I wanna do every night is to melt into bed and become one with it till morning. Would be better if Bb was around to melt with me, but he’s just as crazy busy too. Sigh.

Btw, this is long overdue - what I said was let’s not diss each other on our blogs, not tease. :P Anyway, it’s nice that we’ve made our peace. As for forgiveness, it takes time but one day I most probably will… just that the day ain’t here yet and I donno when it’s coming. :) Patience k?

Man, am I gonna be so thankful for the break this weekend. Updates soon and ta for now… I seriously seriously need to stop being so superwoman for a bit. :D

Bb, I’m not the type to quietly stay home and do the dishes while you go out with your mates. I can’t cook the most delicious meals in the world, neither can I iron your shirts to perfection. Sometimes, if I’m too busy, the house might be in a mess and I would probably need you to help me clean it up - do remember to pick up after yourself too, please. And, I promise I will always challenge your word if I find that it clashes with what I believe.

But bb, I’m the type who will listen to your problems, whatever they may be. I’ll help you to think through them, find the means to solve them and pick up whatever weapon is at hand (pen or sword, or maybe even frying pan if that’s the only thing available) to journey by your side for our future. I will stand by you with everything I have - life, heart, soul and spirit. To me, forever isn’t just a word, it’s a promise I intend to keep. I hang on, I cling on, and I will definitely fight on, against whatever odds, big or small, as long as you’re still willing to go through it all with me.

Maybe I can’t really provide you with domestic bliss, but you can be sure I’ll provide you with all the strength, support and excitement to experience this life, as well as the next and the next and the next. :)

Is that ok for you? ;) Happy 5th month. I love you, bb!

Current cure for current bout of bad mood - Monkey Boy Cho!!!!!!

Cheer me up, Liberties!

I miss my drinks, my friends, my fun, and most of all my freedom. WTF. The weekend was supposed to be about reflecting. But now I’m just feeling down and NOT HAPPY.

Sigh. One of those days again. I want to go lay in some peace and quiet (preferably in the sun with a Malibu Pineapple in hand) and not get up for the next freaking god knows how many hours.

Every little thing sets me off. Dammit to bits. Where’s my rainbow????? FUCK. :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

I love my new hair.

But styling it… is another matter.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Long hair was easy lazy… low maintenance. Short hair is versatile and interesting, but so darn difficult to maintain! Really really. It’s growing out already and it’s barely been a month! :s

The Fudge that Boss got for me is a great product though. Still…anyone knows what’s the best way to deal with a shag? I’m just shaking it out everyday. :P

Hmm… I’ve suddenly come to the realisation that my life is a controdiction. Yup. It’s both controversial AND a contradiction.

Just think about… my love life. Controversial huh? You bet.

And the past two years? Oh my. :P

Moving on to my job… hmmm… definitely controversial and way different from the norm.

As for my own personal being, well, I seem to have two (or maybe three) different personalities contained in one body. As evident from people never being able to recognise me at work if they meet me at play, and vice versa. Can you imagine my meetings with the people that I’ve not seen in years? LOL. I’m not exaggerating!

Well, live and let live. :) Here’s to a life less ordinary… and more controdictory than ever before!

Eve of May Day

“Let’s assemble in church and decide where to go from there.” - Huh? Church? Oh… Church! Hehe.

“No matter what, we’re always here for you.” - And we are. But maybe it’s time you yourself really realised that.

“Stop sodomising your dog and get your ass here right now!” - Sent to the leader who said to meet up in church, but spent the night with his new pet instead.

“Wahwahwahwahwah!” - Ai Ai’s effective remedy to stop the shennanigans of any over-the-top lovebirds (especially myself and Bb, and herself and Sea). :) Yeah, these things can kinda backfire.

May Day

“Dear XXXXX, XXXXX, XXXXX, XXXXXX and etc, our meeting has been cancelled due to massive jam on the highway.” - Yes, yes, yes!!!!!!! And then the guilt sets in. Why, why, why???????

“He loves drums! He loves drums!” - And I’m sure he loves you too, and I’m really happy about that. :)

“Wei le ni de huo! Wei le ni de huo!” - Or some other similar sounding words. I donno, we were jumping on couches and high from just screaming our lungs out again.

“Thanks darling, muaksssssssss!” - I love you too, you know? :) Hugs.

After May Day

“Nah, I’m too single.” - Wha..? C’mon, we’ve all been friends for donkey years!

“We’re not coming back here.” - Ok ok, agreed. We’ll just go somewhere with better food and service next time.

“See you in space.” - Bb after losing countless rounds of Big 2. LOL.

“You hurt me! You hurt me! How the hell did I hurt him?” - Demands of a man.

“Joker! Joker! Drink!” - After a few buckets, the conspirators began to emerge…

“It’s cold, wet and crazy, but everyone’s really warming up to the fun… and the love.” - And I really really appreciate the moment.

What a way to start the May… :) 2009 so far, is one of the best I’ve had in years. Thanks for all the friendship, love, inspiration, fun and life moments that we have shared, and will continue to share. I love you all lots! ;)