I am a person with a lot of dreams… but I guess I’ve never really dreamt of living a life in love.
What I mean is, I have these dreams about my family, my career, my writing, my achievements, my fame, my fortune, my contributions, my etc etc etc… but I never really dared to dream about the basics of happiness.
Finding the love of my life, building my own family and going through the whole domestic works (I’m still cringing a bit now - embarassment, pride or feminist conditioning? LOL) - I don’t think I’ve ever really dared to hope that they could come true. It is easier to control career destiny than love destiny, you know. ;) And after the whole fiasco of the past, I am even less willing to take a chance. No expectations, no disappointments, right? For sure.
But as I watched this docuvie, I find myself hoping, wanting and incredibly, BELIEVING that you and me, we’re gonna make it to a grand old age together. :) Maybe I’m giving you too much credit and placing you too highly on a pedestal, but I know you’re the one who has changed my perspective about living in love.
You do so much for me, you support me, you are absolutely determined to make yourself a part of my life. You love me. Through your faith, you have also given me the freedom and the courage to hope… and believe that dreams of love ARE supposed to come true. :)
I just wanna say… thank you so much. I’m just so happy to be with you. And no matter how the trends of love will become in the future, I know I would want to continue being in love with, and loving you.
Bb, what else can I say… ;)
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